Have you ever felt chained down? Like a lot of weight has been chained to you and you've been thrown over board? While Captain Sparrow might find it funny, you struggle to keep afloat. Well imagine losing some of the weight now? Well I feel like my chance at keeping above water just got a little better. I think I'm finally moving on. Like really moving on. Not holding on to things or people who make drowning sound so pleasent. To be honest I'm in a pretty good place in my life right now. Work seventy hours a week, go to school, have six classes...yeh exciting isn't it? I don't have time for whirlwind romances or love. More importantly, I don't even have enough time to sit down and breathe. Though detrimental in the long run, it helps me keep my mind of stuff. Keep my mind of problems that weigh me down. Makes me forget about those god awful chains. I like it like this for now. And you know when that whirlwind romance does come my way, I'm going to trip it and it'll fall flat on its face. Because guess what? I'm so not into it. I'm tired of boys and the fake stupid "I love yous". I'm ready for something more real, more concrete. Something that I can touch. So here's to a life with less confusion and struggle.
Let's see how long it'll last this time around.
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